Self

Mindfully, I explore my self-control
trying to lay aside an alluring friend
bad company.
I keep busy
grooming
laying plans
entertained by TV
the computer
writing.
This is what depravement is?
Guess it can be a yearning
for something good
or bad.
If I don't buy, carry or hold them..
what happens when I smell and see others
sharing the company I kept..
Will I keep my self control?
Look through pictures, drink water, read blogs,
stay away from eating to replace
your old friend.
Look out the window
throw them out a door...how strong is self?